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In
the fall of the year, when the days were shortening and the bite of the frost
was coming into the air, White Fang got his chance for liberty.
For several days there had been a great hubbub in the village. The summer camp
was being dismantled, and the tribe, bag and baggage, was preparing to go off
to the fall hunting. White Fang watched it all with eager eyes, and when the
tepees began to come down and the canoes were loading at the bank, he understood. Already the canoes were departing, and some had
disappeared down the river.
Quite deliberately he
determined to stay behind. He waited his opportunity to slink out of camp to
the woods. Here, in the running stream where ice was beginning to form, he hid
his trail. Then he crawled into the heart of a dense thicket and waited. The
time passed by, and he slept intermittently for hours. Then he was aroused by
Gray Beaver's voice calling him by name. There were other voices. White Fang
could hear Gray Beaver's squaw taking part in the search, and Mit-sah, who was
Gray Beaver's son.
White
Fang trembled with fear, and though the impulse came to crawl out of his
hiding-place, he resisted it. After a time the voices died away, and some time
after that he crept out to enjoy the success of his undertaking. Darkness was
coming on, and for a while he played about among the trees, pleasuring in his
freedom. Then, and quite suddenly, he became aware of loneliness. He sat down
to consider, listening to the silence of the forest and perturbed by it. That
nothing moved nor sounded, seemed ominous. He felt the
lurking of danger, unseen and unguessed. He was suspicious of the looming bulks
of the trees and of the dark shadows that might conceal all manner of perilous
things.
Then
it was cold. Here was no warm side of a tepee against which to snuggle. The
frost was in his feet, and he kept lifting first one fore-foot and then the
other. He curved his bushy tail around to cover them, and at the same time he
saw a vision. There was nothing strange about it. Upon his inward sight was
impressed a succession of memory-pictures. He saw the camp again, the tepees,
and the blaze of the fires. He heard the shrill voices of the women, the gruff
basses of the men, and the snarling of the dogs. He was hungry, and he
remembered pieces of meat and fish that had been thrown him. Here was no meat,
nothing but a threatening and inedible silence.
His
bondage had softened him. Irresponsibility had weakened him. He had forgotten how
to shift for himself. The night yawned about him. His senses, accustomed to the
hum and bustle of the camp, used to the continuous impact of sights and sounds,
were now left idle. There was nothing to do, nothing to see
nor hear. They strained to catch some interruption of the silence and
immobility of nature. They were appalled by inaction and by the feel of
something terrible impending.
He
gave a great start of fright. A colossal and formless something was rushing
across the field of his vision. It was a tree-shadow flung by the moon, from
whose face the clouds had been brushed away. Reassured, he whimpered softly;
then he suppressed the whimper for fear that it might attract the attention of
the lurking dangers.
A
tree, contracting in the cool of the night, made a loud noise. It was directly
above him. He yelped in his fright. A panic seized him, and he ran madly toward
the village. He knew an overpowering desire for the protection and
companionship of man. In his nostrils was the smell of the camp-smoke. In his
ears the camp sounds and cries were ringing loud. He passed out of the forest
and into the moonlit open where were no shadows nor
darknesses. But no village greeted his eyes. He had forgotten. The village had
gone away.
His wild flight ceased abruptly.
There was no place to which to flee. He slunk forlornly through the deserted
camp, smelling the rubbish-heaps and the discarded rags and tags of the gods.
He would have been glad for the rattle of stones about him, flung by an angry
squaw, glad for the hand of Gray Beaver descending upon him in wrath; while he
would have welcomed with delight Lip-lip and the whole snarling, cowardly pack.
He
came to where Gray Beaver's tepee had stood. In the centre of the space it had
occupied, he sat down. He pointed his nose at the moon. His throat was
afflicted by rigid spasms, his mouth opened, and in a heart-broken cry bubbled
up his loneliness and fear, his grief for Kiche, all his past sorrows and
miseries as well as his apprehension of sufferings and dangers to come. It was
the long wolf-howl, full-throated and mournful, the first howl he had ever
uttered.
The
coming of daylight dispelled his fears, but increased his loneliness. The naked
earth, which so shortly before had been so populous, thrust his loneliness more
forcibly upon him. It did not take him long to make up his mind. He plunged
into the forest and followed the river bank down the stream. All day he ran. He
did not rest. He seemed made to run on forever. His iron-like body ignored
fatigue. And even after fatigue came, his heritage of endurance braced him to
endless endeavor and enabled him to drive his complaining body onward.
Where
the river swung in against precipitous bluffs, he climbed the high mountains
behind. Rivers and streams that entered the main river he forded or swam. Often
he took to the rim-ice that was beginning to form, and more than once he
crashed through and struggled for life in the icy current. Always he was on the
lookout for the trail of the gods where it might leave the river and proceed
inland.
White
Fang was intelligent beyond the average of his kind; yet his mental vision was
not wide enough to embrace the other bank of the Mackenzie. What if the trail
of the gods led out on that side? It never entered his head. Later on, when he
had travelled more and grown older and wiser and come to know more of trails
and rivers, it might be that he could grasp and apprehend such a possibility.
But that mental power was yet in the future. Just now he ran blindly, his own
bank of the Mackenzie alone entering into his calculations.
All
night he ran, blundering in the darkness into mishaps and obstacles that
delayed but did not daunt. By the middle of the second day he had been running
continuously for thirty hours, and the iron of his flesh was giving out. It was
the endurance of his mind that kept him going. He had not eaten in forty hours,
and he was weak with hunger. The repeated drenchings in the icy water had
likewise had their effect on him. His handsome coat was draggled. The broad
pads of his feet were bruised and bleeding. He had begun to limp, and this limp
increased with the hours. To make it worse, the light of the sky was obscured
and snow began to fall -- a raw, moist, melting,
clinging snow, slippery under foot, that hid from him the landscape he
traversed, and that covered over the inequalities of the ground so that the way
of his feet was more difficult and painful.
Gray
Beaver had intended camping that night on the far bank of the Mackenzie, for it
was in that direction that the hunting lay. But on the near bank, shortly
before dark, a moose, coming down to drink, had been espied by Kloo-kooch, who
was Gray Beaver's squaw. Now, had not the moose come down to drink, had not
Mit-sah been steering out of the course because of the snow, had not Kloo-kooch
sighted the moose, and had not Gray Beaver killed it with a lucky shot from his
rifle, all subsequent things would have happened differently. Gray Beaver would
not have camped on the near side of the Mackenzie, and White Fang would have
passed by and gone on, either to die or to find his way to his wild brothers
and become one of them, -- a wolf to the end of his days.
Night
had fallen. The snow was flying more thickly, and White Fang, whimpering softly
to himself as he stumbled and limped along, came upon
a fresh trail in the snow. So fresh was it that he knew it immediately for what
it was. Whining with eagerness, he followed back from the river bank and in
among the trees. The camp-sounds came to his ears. He saw the blaze of the
fire, Kloo-kooch cooking, and Gray Beaver squatting on his hams and mumbling a
chunk of raw tallow. There was fresh meat in camp!
White
Fang expected a beating. He crouched and bristled a little at the thought of
it. Then he went forward again. He feared and disliked the beating he knew to
be waiting for him. But he knew, further, that the comfort of the fire would be
his, the protection of the gods, the companionship of the dogs -- the last, a
companionship of enmity, but none the less a companionship and satisfying to
his gregarious needs.
He
came cringing and crawling into the firelight. Gray Beaver saw him, and stopped
munching the tallow. White Fang crawled slowly, cringing and grovelling in the
abjectness of his abasement and submission. He crawled straight toward Gray
Beaver, every inch of his progress becoming slower and more painful. At last he
lay at the master's feet, into whose possession he now surrendered himself,
voluntarily, body and soul. Of his own choice, he came in to sit by man's fire
and to be ruled by him. White Fang trembled, waiting for the punishment to fall
upon him. There was a movement of the hand above him. He cringed involuntarily
under the expected blow. It did not fall. He stole a glance upward. Gray Beaver
was breaking the lump of tallow in half! Gray Beaver was offering him one piece
of the tallow! Very gently and somewhat suspiciously, he first smelled the
tallow and then proceeded to eat it. Gray Beaver ordered meat to be brought to
him, and guarded him from the other dogs while he ate. After that, grateful and
content, White Fang lay at Gray Beaver's feet, gazing at the fire that warmed
him, blinking and dozing, secure in the knowledge that the morrow would find
him, not wandering forlorn through bleak forest-stretches, but in the camp of
the man-animals, with the gods to whom he had given himself and upon whom he
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